Tuesday, December 1, 2009

on the wire.

To start things off I had a terrific weekend. For the first time in two years I finally took a vacation just to sort of rejuvenate for the past 2 years of non-stop working I guess. Don't get me wrong I'm very thankful that I've been incredibly busy for the 2 years I've been working but I guess this was just a much needed break from work, life and I guess at some point myself as well.

I spent the 1st night just looking up at the stars for a good hour and a half until my neck started to hurt and one very silly yet meaningful quote came out of that night, "The world is just like a vagina, you just have to find the right spot". I know that most of you probably think this is stupid, but seriously I found meaning in this for some strange reason. I think I have found my general spot, I guess I sort of just have to fine tune my territory if you know what I mean.

If you've read my blog I'm sure you'd notice that I'm not really 100% happy with the way life is right now, I mean seriously doesn't take a rocket-scientist to figure that out but as a silver lining to this incredibly dark cloud that I'm moving through right now. I think I've finally found where I want to be and it's right here where I am now. I just have to work for a few more things to make it completely or to say it in a more realistic manner to be extremely close to perfection when it comes to life.

I've never really realized the importance of vacations, until now. I started to think that I like my life, I love my job, and I love the friends that I have. Vacations give you time to clear your mind to realize all the good things that you've got going for you. It makes you see what you're missing out on or in my case what I was missing. When I went back home I felt incredibly happy.

I never knew the world was this nice, you just have to find the right perspective when you're looking at it :)

6 comments:

  1. hey, glad to hear the sun is finally shining for you! it's always great to have the opportunity to reflect and realign yourself to the beautiful things in life. looks like there are really so many things going for you. i'm actually inggit ha! congratulations on the new perspective :)

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  2. Hey Gino! I don't know if you're totally ok na, but I'm glad that you took time for yourself. Sometimes, it really helps us to be alone and think about everything that's been happening in our lives. Whatever you are going through right now, I'm sure, you'll be totally ok. Maybe not now. Right timing lang talaga. And if it comes, every pain that you've experienced would be worth it. =) Cheer up Gino! I hope everything's gonna be okay na. =)

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  3. @wacky & steph thanks for the well-wishes :) I really appreciate them, and to answer your question steph, no I'm not totally okay, but I'm hanging in there :)

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  4. No problem. =) Just hope you'll get better soon. It really sucks because sometimes, physical pain is much better than emotional pain.

    By the way, I watched The First Daughter at ETC last weekend and heard this line.

    "Imagine never being alone and always feeling lonely."

    Sad.

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  5. No problem. =) Just hope you'll get better soon. It really sucks because sometimes, physical pain is much better than emotional pain.

    By the way, I watched The First Daughter at ETC last weekend and heard this line.

    "Imagine never being alone and always feeling lonely."

    It's just sad.

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  6. glad to hear you are G ok Gino...

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